I honestly don't know why I love writing poems. Maybe because I believed ever since that through writing, I can express the feelings I have inside my heart. Like when I'm mad, happy or sad. Sometimes, I can't tell anybody about the way I feel because I'm too scared to be judged by other people. So instead of airing it out to my friends... most of the time, I just write about it.

I know there are some grammatically wrong sentences but please ignore them. These are all my thoughts and it came straight from my heart. My English teacher once said that thoughts don't really need correct grammars because that's the way you want to express yourself. Nobody has the right to condemn you because they wouldn't care if this is right or wrong. Years from now, I know i'm going to laugh because of the things I have written here. Sorry if you don't like the contents in the site. I only want to express myself. :)

Oh well... I do hope you'll have fun reading my poems. Feel free to comment on those okay? I want to know what do you think of my work.

Thanks to...

* Adobe Photoshop CS
* Microsoft Frontpage
* Diaryland [host]
* Photobucket [image uploader]
* Hamdaany [for the brushes used]

"My confessions"

I can’t honestly express the feeling I have inside
I’ve tried looking for the right words but there’s nothing I could find.
So here I am, sitting and thinking of you.
I’m being an optimistic that someday you’ll notice me too.

It’s funny because you couldn’t see how you made me smile,
How you also brought happiness in my world once in a while.
Getting attached to you is what I’m trying to stop ever since...
Yes, you’re just a friend and will never be my fantasy prince.

"There’s a rainbow always after the rain”, that line reminds me of you.
Because you are that rainbow and you’re someone I can depend on to.
Now you tell me how will my life be without your presence?
It wouldn’t be so joyful, nothing will make any sense.

I admire you and the way you treasure me.
You do have a big part in my heart. Someday I’ll let you see.
Ssshhh... keep reading. You don’t need to say a word,
One moment will come; we together shall not be blurred.

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